Nessa Barrett - dying on the inside

[00:00.65] You should take it as a compliment [00:03.50] If I were you, I would be more confident [00:07.26] You're lucky that you're pretty [00:09.10] Why are you obsessed with your appearance? [00:13.19] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine [00:16.46] It's been my best-kept secret for a while now [00:21.08] No one ever sees it, but it's all around [00:24.37] It's the dinner conversation no one talks about [00:28.12] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down [00:33.12] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade [00:37.07] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything [00:41.06] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive [00:46.74] They're all like [00:48.66] "Did you change your hair?" [00:50.31] "Did you lose a little weight?" [00:52.56] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great" [00:56.28] I hate that I always look my best [01:00.46] When I'm dying on the inside [01:04.32] [01:08.55] When I'm dying on the inside [01:12.08] [01:17.73] I wish I could break the mirror [01:20.14] That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear [01:23.80] And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears [01:27.98] No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life [01:33.84] What if I didn't do this to my body? [01:37.69] What if I quit and then you don't want me? [01:41.33] The dinner conversation no one talks about [01:44.88] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down [01:50.01] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade [01:53.86] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything [01:57.45] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive [02:03.36] They're all like [02:05.22] "Did you change your hair?" [02:07.05] "Did you lose a little weight?" [02:09.43] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great" [02:12.92] I hate that I always look my best [02:17.34] When I'm dying on the inside [02:20.69] [02:25.40] When I'm dying on the inside [02:28.84] [02:33.20] When I'm dying on the inside [02:34.71] You should take it as a compliment [02:37.13] If I were you, I would be more confident [02:40.83] You're lucky that you're pretty [02:42.79] Why are you obsessed with your appearance? [02:46.88] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine [02:51.37] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade [02:55.35] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything [02:59.00] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive [03:04.93] They're all like [03:06.84] "Did you change your hair?" [03:08.56] "Did you lose a little weight?" [03:10.79] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great" [03:14.68] I hate that I always look my best [03:18.70] When I'm dying on the inside [03:20.09]