Maelføy - away

I remember I was young I was so innocent Dreaming of my life, what It could be, I played pretend Suddenly all I heard was dissonant This was the start of my descent Misfortune defining my whole life Where is the sense in all of this Reaper take my sacrifice Am I fading now, away Or am I doomed and forced to stay Always a stranger to this world I wanna leave 'cause I'm always torn apart Am I leaving now, decay I'll be gone by the morning rays I keep my eyes wide shut and sway 'Cause am I fading now, away The past few months have been even worse Everything's against me In the whole universe The path I follow is burning in destruction Broken bones caused a world of corruption Misfortune defining my whole life Where is the sense in all of this Reaper take me now Am I fading now, away Or am I doomed and forced to stay Always a stranger to this world I wanna leave 'cause I'm always torn apart Am I leaving now, decay I'll be gone by the morning rays I keep my eyes wide shut and sway 'Cause am I fading now, away Now I'm gonna withdraw from my life Will I go to hell or to paradise? Or will I fuck up even that, like everything else, so that I survive? Now i'm gonna withdraw from my life Will I go to hell or to paradise? Or will I fuck up even that, like everything else, so that I survive? I'll fuck it up I'm fading away I keep my eyes shut and sway Until I'm nothing more than a memory Am I doomed and forced to stay I am fading now, away